Wednesday November 20th, 2024

Thought of the day

 "We weren't oriented toward fulfillment; 

we focused on the emptiness and worthlessness of it all."

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  There were probably hundreds of times in our active addiction

when we wished we could become someone else. 

We may have wished we could trade places with someone who owned

 a nice car or had a larger home, a better job, a more attractive mate--

anything but what we had.

 So severe was our despair that we could hardly imagine

 anyone being in worse shape than ourselves.

In recovery, we may find we are experiencing a different sort of envy.

 We may continue to compare our insides with others' outsides and feel as though 

we still don't have enough of anything. 

We may think everyone, from the newest member to the oldest oldtimer,

 sounds better at meetings than we do. 

We may think that everyone else must be working a better program

 because they have a better car, a larger home, more money, and so on.

The recovery process experienced through our Twelve Steps will take us 

from an attitude of envy and low self-esteem to a place of spiritual fulfillment 

and deep appreciation for what we do have. 

We find that we would never willingly trade places with another, 

for what we have discovered within ourselves is priceless.
 

Committment for the Day

 There is much to be grateful for in my life. 

I will cherish the spiritual fulfillment I have found in recovery.
 

One Day At A Time